GOOGLE EARTH

Have you seen anything so beautiful about the Grand Canyon ? This is GOOGLE EARTH. Google has come out with a new search engine for
users to look/search all over the world for locations. The system combines satelite imagery(love to say that), maps, pictures & CGI(computer graphic interfaces)..to come out with the best image or if at best detail pics of you home !

Look at it & marvel at it. However, due to overwelming demand in the website they have shut down the download of the software. This is in BETA testing & I have use it prior to this..it was grate, you can even move around the little maps. Alas, I was too late to download the latest Beta software b4 they pulled it offline.

Be sure to check back often once it's up or I'll let ya know... CHEERS

Ka Ching.... BOOM !!!

Ka Ching.... BOOM !!!
Originally uploaded by PensilShapener.

Cool eh.. just got back from Kuantan fishing & hanging round with my KL friends...preety ok. took too much coffee though...

Now back to work..aiyo so penat... tired. Don't know how long this is gonna take. It's WAR ! BATTLE STATIONS!

La La Land

Kuantan-Cherating
Originally uploaded by PensilShapener.

Days... the days are getting harder to go by. My mind is not clear, not focused & just space of emptyness.

I speak to myself at times especially during the night. Does this means I am losing my mind ? Work is the the most likely cause of the problem. My own diagnostics proves that this is causing depression & could well escallate into something else. It probably already did as much damage already as I deny it. At times i'd began to become defensive, hurting people as I go along. This is bad, real bad.

How will the transition of the problems I am going tru go by ? Probably not but it has gone far too deep down the rabbit's hole. Comming out wont't be easy. Outsiders would never thought me, Charlie going out of my mind, hell I'm suppose to be the invincible one.

Guess NOT. I'll probably need to see a shrink... maybe get myself institutionalized ? Maybe... only time will tell how far a person can actually go beyond rationalization , or just snap. Things are not always as they seem, and my life seems worthless at times. But striving for the loved ones is what keeps one going, hell god chose me bcoz I cud handle it ? Am I able to do just that ?

LIFE, SUCKS & i hope yours doesnt.